MPVISIONS 2021 WITH MODEL MANDII CREATES AND BREATHING THROUGH THE FRUSTRATION

2nd time around with this young woman as I mentioned. Frustrated in the head as I admit. close to 25 yrs and the social media platforms make me feel like I want to rip everything apart. one hit wonders, special smiles, breathing in and out snapping the photographs with the ones that still appear. Missed faces day by day and growing as I age into an obsolete figure. Covered by the new noise, just becoming that ordinary face in the crowd. No worries I'll be ok. So check this feeling out I don't give a shit. Seems to be my way but deep down some might want to think twice. I push on through the static, I see right through the typical bull shit, and my insides just want to make you right. Ah shit fuck it dress me up and place me where you think I might fit but I don't want any part of the next steps ahead. I have lived my life through and with no regret. Lessons learned and burned down but that never stopped me. Dead places gone but not forgotten where the fuck is old way, but wouldn't you know everything just spins around. Everything just spins around and crashes down what am I really saying shut your mouth and show me frustrated. Show me what is today's crazy, show me what today's love really is. So much fuck it, what is it with this sensitivity. too much and I am feeling like this is the 2nd time around young woman as I mentioned, close to 25 yrs and I don't mind falling down to hell I got my ticket long ago. First class even who would of thought I'm the one with the most in my own.you better get your shit in line because In end I know were gonna be fine.

something that just came by and stepped in my head so this is what I wrote.